Read Married at first sight novel serenity and zachary - A Feast of Shadows Online Free | Novels Audio

Read and listen to A Feast of Shadows of Married at first sight novel serenity and zachary by Gu Lingfei free novel audiobook. Enjoy the full text and crystal clear audio on Novels Audio.

The knock came at half past ten, a sound too crisp and authoritative for the building’s worn-out doorbell. Serenity was at the kitchen counter, measuring coffee grounds into a chipped ceramic filter, still in her bathrobe, her hair a tangled nest of sleep and resignation. She had taken the morning off—a rare indulgence—to nurse a headache that had settled behind her eyes like a tenant refusing to leave. The knock came again. Three sharp raps. The rhythm of a woman who expected doors to open for her. Serenity’s hand stilled. She knew that knock. It had summoned her to dinner parties where she was paraded like a trophy, to hospital rooms where she was scolded for not visiting enough, to every corner of her childhood where love had been conditional and applause had been currency. She set down the coffee scoop and walked to the door, her bare feet cold against the linoleum. She opened it. Eleanor Hunt stood in the hallway, wrapped in a scarf the color of dried blood, her handbag—a Birkin, Serenity noted with a pang of bitter recognition—clutched against her ribs like a shield. Behind her, the hallway’s flickering fluorescent light cast her shadow long and thin, a specter of the woman she had once been: the hostess of Hunt Manor, the queen of charity galas, the mother who had taught Serenity that a woman’s worth was measured by the weight of her jewelry. “Darling,” Eleanor said, and leaned in to kiss Serenity’s cheek. Her lips were cold, dry, and left no warmth behind. “You look exhausted. Are you eating?” Serenity stepped back, allowing her mother entry. “I’m fine. I didn’t know you were coming.” “I called.” Eleanor swept past her into the living room, her heels clicking against the floor like a metronome counting down the seconds until judgment. “You didn’t answer. I worried.” She stopped in the center of the room and turned, a slow pirouette of assessment. Her eyes traveled from the sagging sofa to the water stain on the ceiling, from the stack of architectural blueprints on the coffee table to the single wilting daisy in a milk bottle on the windowsill. She did not speak. She did not need to. Her silence was a scalpel, precise and cruel. Serenity felt the heat rise to her cheeks. She had never been ashamed of this apartment before. It was small, yes. The paint was peeling, the faucet dripped, and the radiator coughed like an old man with a smoker’s lung. But it was hers. She had chosen it. She had paid for half of it. She had filled it with her own quiet industry—the sketches pinned to the wall, the books stacked by the bed, the single photograph of Lily on the nightstand. But under her mother’s gaze, it became a failure. A confession of poverty. A monument to how far she had fallen. “Would you like tea?” Serenity asked, her voice steady, though her hands were trembling. “Don’t bother.” Eleanor walked to the kitchen and opened a cupboard. She ran her finger along the rim of a mug—chipped, from the thrift store—and examined the dust on her fingertip as though it were evidence of a crime. “I won’t stay long. I have a luncheon at the Ritz at one. Your father sends his love.” “Does he.” “He does. He asks about you constantly.” Eleanor closed the cupboard and turned. Her eyes were the same gray as Serenity’s, but where Serenity’s held warmth, her mother’s were flint. “He worries that you’ve isolated yourself. That this… arrangement… has cut you off from the family.” “The arrangement was my choice,” Serenity said. “And I’m not isolated. I have a job. I have a husband.” “Do you?” The question hung in the air, sharp and shimmering. Before Serenity could answer, the bedroom door opened, and Zachary emerged. He was wearing a thin sweater, the one with the frayed collar, and his hair was still damp from a hurried shower. He looked, Serenity thought with a strange pang of tenderness, exactly like a man who had been roused from bed to face a firing squad. He crossed the room with quiet steps, and when he reached Serenity, he placed his hand on the small of her back—a gesture so natural, so unstudied, that she almost believed it. “Mrs. Hunt,” he said, extending his other hand. “I’m Zachary. We met at the wedding. Briefly.” Eleanor took his hand as though it were a dead fish. “Yes. The data analyst.” “That’s me.” He smiled, easy and warm. “Can I get you some tea? Coffee? I make a decent espresso, if I do say so myself.” “No, thank you.” Eleanor’s eyes swept over him, cataloging every detail: the worn cuffs, the cheap watch, the slight shadow of stubble he hadn’t had time to shave. “I won’t be staying long. I came to speak with my daughter.” “Then I’ll give you some privacy.” He squeezed Serenity’s shoulder and disappeared into the kitchen, where he began to run water, a deliberate soundtrack of domesticity. Eleanor watched him go, then turned back to Serenity. “He’s pleasant.” “He is.” “And very… ordinary.” Serenity’s jaw tightened. “That’s what I wanted.” “Is it?” Eleanor sat down on the sofa, smoothing her skirt beneath her. She reached into her handbag and pulled out a folded newspaper, which she laid on the coffee table with the gravity of a judge presenting evidence. “Then explain this.” Serenity looked down. It was a society page, two weeks old, featuring a photo spread from the Whitmore Foundation Gala—an event so exclusive that tickets were rumor rather than reality. Crystal chandeliers. Black silk. Faces Serenity recognized from magazine covers and boardroom portraits. And in the background, blurred by motion and distance, a man in a dark suit, half-turned away from the camera. A man who looked, in the curve of his jaw and the set of his shoulders, exactly like Zachary. “Your father was there,” Eleanor said, her voice silk over steel. “He saw this man. He said it was uncanny. He asked me to look into it.” Serenity’s heart was a trapped bird, beating against her ribs. She forced herself to laugh—a light, dismissive sound that scraped her throat on the way out. “Mom. That’s ridiculous. Zachary was at a data conference in Chicago that night. He has the receipts.” “Do you have them?” “I trust him.” Eleanor’s smile was thin and sad. “Trust is a luxury, darling. And we are not a family that can afford luxuries.” She reached into her bag again and pulled out a small envelope, cream-colored and unmarked. She slid it across the table toward Serenity. “Open it.” Serenity’s fingers were numb as she picked it up. She unfolded the flap and tipped out the contents: a photograph, old and worn at the edges, of a little girl in a white dress, standing in a garden, laughing at something just out of frame. Her hair was braided with ribbons. Her shoes were polished. Her eyes held no knowledge of debt or desperation. Serenity remembered that day. It was the summer before everything fell apart. The summer her father still believed in the stock market, and her mother still believed in love, and the house was full of flowers and the sound of ice clinking in crystal glasses. “Remember who you are,” Eleanor said softly. She stood, adjusted her scarf, and walked to the door. She paused with her hand on the knob. “That man of yours—he’s hiding something. I don’t know what. But I know the look of a mask. I’ve worn one for thirty years.” She turned, and for a moment, her face was unguarded, raw with something that might have been fear. “When he breaks your heart—and he will—don’t come crawling back. We have nothing left to give you.” She left. The door clicked shut. The silence that followed was vast and ringing. Serenity stood in the middle of the living room, the photograph trembling in her hand. She did not hear Zachary approach until his fingers brushed hers, gentle as a question. He took the photograph from her and studied it. His face was unreadable, but his eyes—those dark, fathomless eyes—softened with something that looked like recognition. “You were happy,” he said. “I was seven.” “That’s not an answer.” She looked at him, at this man she had married for convenience, this stranger who left her coffee and fixed her broken lamp and lied with the grace of a poet. She wanted to ask him about the gala. She wanted to demand the truth. But the words lodged in her throat, tangled with gratitude and suspicion and a terrible, growing tenderness. “I don’t know who I am anymore,” she whispered. He did not offer platitudes. He did not say *you’re strong* or *you’ll figure it out.* Instead, he took her hand and led her to the kitchen, where he opened the cupboard and pulled out a box of pasta, a jar of tomatoes, a clove of garlic. “I’m going to make you dinner,” he said. “And I’m going to tell you a story.” She sat at the small table and watched him cook. He moved through the kitchen with an economy of motion, each gesture precise, as though he had done this a thousand times. He told her about his mother—a woman he described as *a collector of beautiful things she could never keep.* He spoke of her perfume, which smelled like orchids and regret. He spoke of the way she laughed at parties, bright and brittle, and the way she cried in her bedroom, muffled by pillows. He spoke of the day she left, taking only a single suitcase, and how he had stood at the window and watched her drive away, knowing he would never see her again. “She taught me that people leave,” he said, stirring the sauce. “That love is a transaction. That you should never show anyone your real face, because they’ll only use it against you.” Serenity listened, her heart a knot of ache and confusion. This was the first personal thing he had ever told her. The first crack in the mask. She wanted to believe it was real. She wanted to believe that he was giving her a piece of himself, even as he hid the rest. They ate in near silence. The pasta was simple, but good—earthy and warm, the kind of meal that felt like an embrace. When they finished, Zachary took her plate and washed it, his back to her, his shoulders a quiet confession of everything he could not say. Serenity reached under the table and took his hand. He turned, surprised, and she saw something flicker in his eyes—hope, perhaps, or fear. He squeezed her fingers, and for a moment, the flat felt not like a cage, but a sanctuary. Later, after he had gone to bed, Serenity stood at the sink and washed the last pan. Her hands moved on autopilot, but her mind was a storm. She thought of her mother’s words. She thought of the blurred figure in the photograph. She thought of the way Zachary had told her about his mother, as though he were handing her a key and praying she would not use it. She dried her hands and picked up the envelope Eleanor had left. Beneath the photograph, her fingers brushed against something else—a business card, thick and cream-colored, with embossed lettering. *James Kowalski—Discretion Assured.* Below the name, a phone number. No address. No email. Serenity stared at it for a long moment. Her hands were shaking. She thought of Zachary’s face in the kitchen, the raw vulnerability in his eyes. She thought of the gala, the lies, the silences that stretched between them like chasms. She shoved the card into her pocket. The light in the bedroom clicked off. She heard the creak of the bed as Zachary settled in, the soft sigh of his breath. She stood in the dark kitchen, the photograph of her seven-year-old self pressed against her chest, and she did not know if she was protecting her heart or preparing to break it open.